okie ive jux been to bev blog and read her post and i was like...
nvm lorz...i knew she was pissed wif mi dat dae but i didnt noe dat everyting turned pout to be like dis!i noe itz cuz of some simple qn that trigger off zhen's tears but it realli hav nuttin to do wif whether who belongs to s1 and whu dun wad...i dun understand why dis will hav to pull everyone from s1 into the issue...everyone noes dat zhen ish like dat...everyone noes dat she doesnt wanna retAIn...rite from dae one...since she wanna stay den let her be...if not why does she wanna go thru so mani ruBBish papers aniwae?!she wad she wans is to go back down to j1 she wud hav done so wad...

alrite mayb my expression wad wae too much den...but itz onli natuRAl dat when u see zhen cryin and den ask wad exactly happened...mY 1st tots wre..."oH nO...why did u ask dat qn?"
den comfort her and encourage her to study hard...

thou that qn may sound dat innocent but itz realli sensitive...
iTz like crashin her sayin that she realli cant do it...like no matter how hard she studies it wud be a waste of effort...yesh she might struggle...but whu can confrim dat she will definately attain her A's if she stay...she will oso have to study very hard in j2 wadz...but wif a stronger foundation...

arHhggg....
i duNNo...i juz dun wan suCh minor minor stuFFz to affect frenShips...sistashiPz or wad ever ships there ish~

bev i noe ur like so Damn uPset wif my expressiOn on that dae...but i realli mean no harm...mY tots are all noted down...u shud noe wad were runnin in my mind dat dae...no one saez dat u n cha are no longer not part of s1...buT mAyb oUr concerns for zhen had gave u that wrong idea...we all noe how loose her tap can be...dat naturalli makes us take care of her whenever things happen...iT realli has nuTTin to do wif the rest of the s1 pple...and that we didnt treat u as part of us...

Sorries for hurtin u...

hMMm mAyb i realli onli can uPdate my blog week le...iM like so Bz...
the year isnt a gOod stArT...im like alwaez siCk...1st is coUGH den now iS flu...there iSnT a dae im like healthy and withOuT ani viRuS in mi... -_-"

hMMm let mi recall wad happen...actualli realli nuttin much juz kip stUdyin again...my life is so not interestin...haha mOndae had trg...coach took us...den we celebrated anglin and mummy joyce bdae...the choco cake was yuMMy...(i choose one lehz) hahaz
yAh on that dae...dad and mum came to sch to pick mi up...i didnt noe cuz didnt see the msg they sent mi...aiyoH still wanna eat wif dear de...but no choice had to go home wif them...den my honeybaBy hAd to eaT alone wif the gUyz...JoYce mUmmy told mi...dat nite he was so lonely =( walKed behind alone...oHhh sorri dear...sAyAngz...den my baby sae no hAv mi for dinenr gAn jUe gUAi guAi de...haha...well no choice lehz...dArlin...if poSsible i will NEVER let dat hAppen again...unlesS got soMe uNforseen cirCuMstAnces occur den no chOIce la...

wed is angLin bdae...bOuGht he a necKlAce...and i quite like it too...itz a bUtterfly...yellow coloUr de...haha

yesterdae, thurs got streamboat at brenda's hse =)
i had lesson till 4.30 den pei dear till like 4:50 den go his hse orh orh while he still hav bio lect...
hEEx den dear came back and kiss mi on cheekx...haha woke mi up...but he sae he reach home quite long le...jux wanna kiss mi before he go bathe...end up he woke up...haha...

after dat we went to bren's hse for steamboat...yummy...ms ong was there too...den at nite dear sent mi home...wanted him to stay over but dunno whether mama allow not end up didnt...nvm bah tml dear ish comin to look for mi...acc mi study and stUffz =) i miSs him!!!!

woAh iT had been a buzy and tiring week for mi...sO shAg sO mAni work to do sO mAni work nOt doNe...siAnz lorz...dun even hav the time to pA tor... =( hAiz whole week no time coMe oNlIne oSo...reaChl hOme le dUn feel lIke doIng anIwork... den doh liAoz...zz like piG le...morniNg waKe uP agAin and continue wif lIfe...siAnz...i mIss mY dear...i jUx lOve him so mUch!
1 week nO update and my poSt iS so short u can iMaGine how boing my life wAs for the past week bAh...realli duNNo wAd...and yAh got wad lAme coLlege feat on wed whiCh wAs a total waste of mY time!

hMMm itz bEEn very lOng since i blog le....haha ive been verybz wif the orientation for the freshies...

Mondae was one boring dae...so mani admin stuffs to do...sianz diaoz...
haha...den earli morning stand there grEet all thE frEshies and gave them inStructionz...sianz we were like playin all the wae lorz...

tUe was worse i had to teach mass dance for continuously 4 hr...tired...den had games i was incharge oso den at butterhill wif sy...bz makin the detergent...tryin to make the "hill" slippery...den after dat went of to teach mass dance again... =( hot n tired....

wed wasnt much was wastin time...all dae...den had lunch wif dear in sch...eat noodles...den dear went home le...went to popular after sch and made the frAME to put the X-stitch den i spoilt the thing stupid mi lorz

thurs was pretty much the same.....sianz...wanna play ball wif dear de den he played all dae long...den when i bz he juz released frm chem test...dear played till very late n tired but he still send mi home...dat silly boi...he sae he played for like 7 hrs?

fridae was cca exhibition jam n hop!!!
at nite jammin was fun!!!damn high arhz...danced like dunno wad...haha den at nite dear had trg den tired n i will end late so asked him go home 1st...1st month anniversary spent liddatz....

saturdae was slpin dae earli afternoon went to dear hse slp till evening den had to go the cc there hlp out wif the edusave presentation...heex...at nite den cindy, sy, cha, bev, dear n mi went for supper...

todae was sucky....didnt get to c dear...den had to pia hmwk like hell...shag but still got maths not done...haha.....yay tml cn c dear le =)

dis is my 1st new yr wif dear and i love it...juz love to spend time wif him...
sorrie bev we had to puSh awae the kbox...well dear didnt realli wanna go mah den my voice like shit...cant sing lorx...promise u next time we go kaez...so sorriez

NEW YR EVE to NEW YR
i went to dear hse in the afternOoN to pUt stuFfz at hiS hse...den we cooked the noodles cha bought for us from taiwan...yummy...both oso not bad but i prefer mine...thou dear's hong shao niu rou oso not bad...hahaz...jux nice lorz...he thinks that his ish nIcer...hahaz
after lunch...as usual...hugz and kisses...den we plAy ps...haha i brought my ps games to his hse oso...so mani games...but we onli play puzzle fighter...haha dear lost to mi...XUN!haha let him win lorx...but not bad la...he wasnt that hard to win too...haha...cuz i teach him how i play the game...afTer dat my dear the sleepyhead wanna orh orh den we took a nAp...5 loh...laze ard den 5.30 den go bathe...den dear hlp mi to dry my hair...so gud...haha den we go meet his sec sch frenz for dinner....y i go?i dunno jux wanna be wif him...so we met dem at the mrt...elna, zi yang and another guy...forgot his name...

reached marina le...den xiaoyuan and clement(his bf) came...they both oso very cute =) den i saw a familar face...Kangli =) as usuAl...still very cute and pretty...haha...den we ate steamboat...raining oso...=S den the other clzmates started coming yupz...dear kenna suan by elna haha...(actualli serve him rite...everytime suan others de haha) afTer dat dear and i went to xiaoyuAn's hse...but we took our time to stroll there, pass by 7-11 buy titbitz...at her hse we looked at some picz...got kang and bi very close de...yuPz...hMmm...nuttin to sae...juz dat im not jealous la...haha he's mine le...we waited quite long lehz...elna dey all not heres yet...den we wait till very tired and slpy...den go back home...

bathe le den not tired le lehz...den wait tv awhile le den orh orh haha...morning 5:30 am i woke up and i saw dear lOokin at mi...wah scare mi arhz...hahaz...den kiss a while and fell aslp again...sorri i very piGgy...11am i woke up and look at dear as he slp...haha so cute lorx...den i coughed and woke him up...oPpz...sorri dear...den kisses and hugz...and went back to slp...2pm his mummy knock knock ask us to wake up for lunch...den after lunch we sat on the bed and chat...said a lot of stuffs....dear ish so sweet...i love u...

*xiaoxueren* blogged @ 16:08