30th aug... Sharon n ShuZhen went to jog togethEr...raN aroUnd yiShun at abt 7 pluS till 8...wah lOng run...but duNNo how long was the distance...haha...when we reAched northpoint area it wAs 8 liDAt lorx...den we raN ard lOOkin for chiCkeN riCe to eaT...but noNe wAs oPenEd!kAoz...so nO choIce...we went to hAve our diNner at the fOOdcourt...we shared hOr fun den ate desserts...haha...den we slOwly walk bAck to tHe stAtion to tke traIN hOme...left 1 min! den i ruShed up lOrx...deN gUess wAd?!met sCott oN the trAin! =) haha...he cAme over anD toked to mi as i wAs seaRching for my pHone...i didnt nOe he wAs on the traiN...onli sAw weijie aND zhiJian...haha den tok and tok...hAppi lorx haha...
31 Aug woke uP lAte dis mOrning...iRritAtin de leHz...everytime i try to be earli i sure lATe de...den sWay swAy kennA stOmaCh aChe...pAin liKe heLL lorx...den we gAtHer to leAd the sch in bOxerciSe...mAlU-ating leHz...wAh but stILL mAnagE to mAke iT kiNda suCcessFul la...haha
den afTer dAt we gAtHerEd at the stUdy cenTrE for soMe drinKz aND we did "yAm senG' thRiCe...evErYtime SplAshing watEr at cHonGtAk haha...den i oSo got tiO lA...bUt nOt as mUChy as ct haha...den we went to clz for lessOnz...chinese lesson laoshi was tokin abt ci xi tai hOu...haha den we didnt do work oso la...after dat we got excused from attending maths lect so we go walk ard den i go meet the rodney gals to practice le...and prepare for teachers' dae...change, make up and all dat LAr...
malu case 1 : have to teach the college boxercise... malu case 2 : to sae my hse-mistress' name wrongly... -_-" malu case 3 : they said i dance till too sexy le...( wadapiAnGz...did i?okie loR mY faulT lor...) malu case 4 : im teased by my clzmates and frenz... ="o next time i suo xing stand there dun do anithingy lor...
den iT was performAnce time le...v gan chiong aRhz but it tUrnEd oUt gReat! =) no miStaKes Jux a biT FF bEAt...we were doinG iT too fAst...haha bUt the effect wAs greAt =)
aftEr dat i went for lUnch wif bo en, yeehao and kim...den went out wif kim for movie...Alien vs predAtor...wAh...dat movie er xin lehz...tHey gluey gluEy sticky sticky stuFfs...haha but the pyramid realli v speciAl wor...very interestin...haha
den we went to cityhall walk walk...den sit outside esplanade there...many memories there...sad or happi...i still rememeber v clearly dat wre we sat todae was somewre v near wre him and mi sit in the past...den he send mi home...on the wae back...we went to buy chocolate...wanna to get the one wif alcohol content but scare not nice t0o eat sO didnt buy in the end haha...
got home le oso nuttin betta to do...jux chat and miss him...
wAH i v tired arHz...sianZ dao...tml is teAchers' dAe liaoz le haha...exciTed siAz...plus afTer dat i'LL be free le!!!so buSy lehZ......wha todae chem n pHy test die loRx...pHy fail till cham cham...last nite dunno do wAd shit canT get A SINGLE THINgY IN my bLoODy head~ blEahZ...
hMmm...tok a lot to kim kor last nite haha...tok wad arhZ dun tell yAh!
oH yAh...sat nite i went for the z pop concert!nice wor...but i stand till my leg damn pain lor...wah lao so mani sun's fan...cant stand arhz...=s all there churchmates lai de...
hAiz todae ct try to del scott de pHoto in mY hp again le...waH he anti-scott wor...so sAd...hAiz...i oso wonder when will the dae come when i realli bear to delete all his photos from my hp lehz...dun wish dat dae to come...but i noe if it dun mY potential prince wun come into mY liFe...even if he appear i wiLL miSs the chAnce...hAiz...realli love him lotz...
it pains my heart to see dat u r so near to mi but i cant be wif u... its real killer...every single dae and nite u've nv left my mind... and knowing that no matter wad i do, u'LL nv come back...
hArloW!!!!! Shu Zhen here le.... heheehehehesssss......
This sharon arh... bth arh....... shou bu liao ta.... lalaaaaa..... so skinny.. 47kg only los... muZ eAt and Eat more hoR....... if nOt wInd cOme She suRely bE bloWn oFf de.... ahahahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
wOAh dis weeK is a super busy week for mi...so mAni stUffs...esP bZ wif the teAchers' dae de...v tired...stiLL goTTa do the inTerviewin for the potentiAl oGls....waH da piAngz...sO mUchy work hAben dO yEt...go bAck hOme tired tiLL no energY le...
yEstErdaE wAs practiCing boXerciSe wif 1s1...shout till gonna sore throat arhz...diStuRb kim wheN he wAs siTtin at the benCh areA oUtSide the dAnce stUdiO haha...sAw sCott tOo =) hEEx...but hE nV sEE mi...deN at niTe wif the roDney gaLz doinG oUr dance...den toDae reheaRsal arhz...1 dAe onli wor...lAst nite stAy up wif yi gege to do the remixinG of the tRaCk...haha i oWe him a big fAvour...
i tokEd to mY lAoGong....fOfO...i miSs him sO muCh...iTz beeN a yEar sinCe i've sAw him wheN he suDdenLy diSaPPeaRed durinG the juNe holiDaeZ...wiThOut teLLin aniOne of uS dAt he iS goinG oVerseAz to sTuDy...u noe hOw sAd i wAs deN?as hiS lAopO i duNNo a single thing...he leFt hiS dAuGhtEr and mi hErE...=( im v gLaD dAt we got to chaT with eaCh oThEr...hE's in chiNa now...hAving hiS breAk i think...FofO lAoGonG...i miSs u sO mUCh...reAlli lOOk forWarD to nEw yR wheN u coMe to sIngApoRe...u beTTA noT bluFF mi leHz...lAtEr u suDDeNli sAe not cominG bAck agAin i wiLL crY let u see de...flY aLL the wae to wre u r aRhz...den u pAy for my air tiX hEEx...wHen u coMe bAck im goNNa accompAny u as muCh as i cAn... =D *huGz*.
wonDerinG...how we got mArried huHz?i foRgOt le...jUX suDdenLi sAe dat u become my lAoGonG...hEEz gLAd dAt mi, ur 4th wife, becoMe 1st le...haha hapPi to hear dat amonG so mani he "loVe" mi the moSt haha...seCondary sch arhz reaLLi got nuTTin bettA to plAy...sec 4 stiLL plAy dis kind of stUffz haha...
okok bAc to toDae...wAdapiangz haD the reHaersaL...wAh not guD...iT sux loRx....i think we did reaLLi badly...loNg time no perform le...staGe friGht arHz!mUZ praCtiCe arHz...they stiLL unsure of the steps arhz.... -_-" but for a dae's effort not baD le lArz...den we onli spent like 1 1/2 hrs on it?haha *clAp*
gtg le...mUz do mY work...mUz study...cannot let mS seaH, mS onG, mS tan, mS lim doWn arhz...anD cAnnot let myself and daddy mummy dowN oso...promiSed to do weLL de...*goNez*
aces dae coming le lehz...den ms lim as mi hlp in doing the workout on that dae...and the whole 1s1 is involed =) haha v fuN! yesterdae, in the dance studio play until like hella...haha...v tired wor...den dance until my leg kenna blister!!!chongtak oso got woR!
"hai you wad huhz?" Chongtak shruGs...haha
hMMm...duNNO la...teAchErs' dae coming le...rodney stuff haven even come out yet...the cd oso not out sianz lorz im gonna die le....
hMMm last nite nv do phy =( but i almost finish my chem tutorial...achievement wor...haha den msg a lot pple...kenna "scolded" by jAsoN for not going for the meeting...sorri lArz...althouGh a bit on pUrpoSe de haha...bUt lAst nite tok to u u oSo shuAn bu chang le bAh....hMMm guEss nuTtin le...haha *gonez*
i duNno wAd hAppened recenTly...iTz like scott anD i arenT freNz aT all liDat...hMM didnT tok mUCh or shUD i sae at aLL...mayb iTz oso my fault bAh...i didnt wannA face him...i dunno wad to sae to him...i dun wanna love him but i cant hlp it...i jux look forward in seein him everydae...but one the other hand i noe dat its impossible for us to be together again...it jux makes mi so jealous to see him tokin to other galz noe...i dunno why...as long as he is tokin to a gal i would feel v unhappi...den poor zhongyi and chialing and carol hav to bear wif all my nonsense...sorri arh bRo...haha not i wanna zheng dui u but u too crappy until i cant stand den shoot ya...soRri la
todae after sch carol and i accompany zU en go cold storage buy ingredients to make eve's cake...so sweet lehz...although dey break le...but she still treat eve so gud...so sweet noe...if he liddat den gud le...but i noe that dae wun come de not even in my dreams man...i realli feel useless siaz...academically and emotionally...i alwaez tot that i wun so affect by a guy...so long le i still cant put the relationship down...now i noe how junwei felt...how my ex- z felt...im jux so sorri...
i jux wish i could end my life...one part of my life saes dat no matter wad i muz giv up scott but the other part of mi jux cant do it...he is a dead knot in mi...alwaez entangled in mi...cant be undone and i dun wanna undo it...am i v silly to wait for him liddat...knowin very very well dat its jux futile?if he were to come back to mi i would surely accept him de...cuz i jux lOve him so much...
yesterdae was a bad dae although i portrayed to be rather happi...but inside mi i was weepin...cant he jux come back and love mi?izzit so difficult?sobz...can i turn back the hands of time and alwaez remain in those daes spent wif him?i will do anyting as long as he return to my side lorx...sobz...jux tell mi wad i shud do...as long as its within my limits i wud definately do it de...
i wanna walk home wif u by my side...feel ur heartbeat as im in ur arms and feel ur lips again...sobz
I JUZ cANT sToP loVinG u...NO ONE cAn rEPLAcE uR PLaCE in mY hEArt...
xin zhi xiang ni hui zai hui lai xiang ze ni, chong mei gai bian, zai du guo ze yi wan
mei yi tian dou huai nian ni huai nian zai zhe chan shi zhong deng ni ni ai shuo ai xiao ai yu wo tong hui wei...
well i jUx hAd nuttiN bettA to dO wor...so mAni thinGyz hAppened lAtely dat i oSo no mOod to tok abT loRx...depreSsed and fridae 13...earli in the morning got scolded by ms tan...den found dat i lost 10 buckz...kaoz...damn lorx...
life is tormenting man...i cant forget him...ultimately its still him...yeye...how?if bro andy noe he is gonna scream mi again...haiz...shao le ta de shou bei dang zhen tou wo hai bu zi guan
ni shen bian shi fou you ge ta......qu dai wo zai ni shui qian wen ni ma?
yesterdae was church dae..heeX went for church in the morning den to scott's church at nite...yuPx...weLL he was kinda buSy bUt he still did try to tok to zhong yi and mi =) the ting wAs nice esPecialli the skit =) yupz and saw mani familiar faces...truely enjoyed myself last nite...heex... (mayb cuz he was there ba...)
todae is national dae and oso chubi bdae =) happi bDae cHubi!!!
going to watch the ndp again tonite...yes... for the 2nd time heex...got tix wad so juz go lorx...haha
itz national dae celebration todae...haha kinda fUn...bought a short skiRt from mS chuA a top and neCklace frOm msseah....haha wah spend so much money...broke le arz...die...no money buy present le...
todae after the celebration, bev, cha, rui rui, debbie and cha's fren went party world sing song!haha...lOng time no gok le...fun!!!well although got bits sore throat, dun care jux go ahead~ haha...sick le...prepare to attend my funeral soonyah?
I dun wanna love someone else except him... i wanna fly!
to escape from dis world.
pls tke mi awae...forever...
"i wanna love u forever...ur all i ever wanted...to alwaes remain in ur sweet embrace..."
itz a wonderful nite dat dae...but i was extremely sorri for my action dat made him misunderstood...
kinda happi at first...cuz i passed my physics saturdae test... =) but i felt stressed emotionalli...haiz...i dunno...i dun wanna drag dis stuff so i told him le...i hope he understands...u noe...i still hav feelings for scott,mayb not as much le ba...and i cant afford to hurt someone i noe so well and whu have been my fren for so long!!!
todae...he walked mi home and mummy saw us...and she tort we are together but we wernt...and i guess she was rather unhappi and worried abt mi...iTz the 1st time i toked to her abt my love life...of cuz she didnt noe abt mi and scott and i think she isnt as open as i tort when it comes to my relationship wif guyz...i may not be mature enuff to handle all these craps but itz jux part of growing up...i guess i made her worri even more den i asked her if she would mind if i have a boyfren provided dat i tell her larz...well i dunno wad will happen hav to wait till she comes back tonite and see how it will go...
todaE iS pHySics sAt dAe tEst...waH quiTe ok worz...thinK caN pAss bA...aFtEr dAt we wsent to hAv breAkfaSt...wewanTed to have it at mAc bUt the guYz wanTed kFc so we boUght iT oVer to kFc anD eat...thrU oUt the gUyz weretokin abT pHySics tEst....aftEr dAt we went to plAy bball while waitin for weiliAng to finiSh hiS biO tEst...when hewas here le we do ouR pw...den at 1.40pm liDat we plAy bbAll again tiLL 2 plUs den hAv to rUsh hOme for nDppreView...
hEEx...went for nDp wif pX and hAoYi...yuTing wAS suPpoSed to coMe tOO bUt we wait for her for sO lOng till wepEkcHEk den sHe stiLL in sCh...den dun wAnA waiT le...i dun hAv so mUch pAtience aND so gReAt to sAcrifiCesO mUch oF the perfoRmAnCe waitin for hEr...cUZ the thinGy stArTed le...bitz gUo fen lorx...more den an hR lebAh...buEy tAhAn loRx...
the preView wAs v nice...niCe performAnce...wonDerFul fiReWorks hEEx...weLL i fiNAlLi met Roy...The army bOimAmA hAve bEen tokiN abT...waH he reaLLi v cuTE!!!taLL and kiNDa tAn...hAha even pX oso sAe...if nV rmbwrongly he dun hav gf yEt...PX sAe kiNDa iMpossiBle lo...but i duNNo lehz...hAiz...mighT not be able to see himaGaiN le...hOW?
