im feelin sucky...i dunno why but i jux feel so bad in mi~ i dun wanna live...but i noe i mux...i nid to tke life positively but i dunno how...cuz all the sudden i jux felt that my world collapsed...and there is no one to hold it up for mi...
i guess there is some serious probLems wiTh mi...iM gettIn violent thEse daez...tryin to breaK the thingz i hOld in mY hAnds...guess itz strEss and i have got no idea how the hell i can let it all out...i feel like cuttin myself...i wanna try the pain...but my hse no proper penknife lehz...if buy a new one den waste money...buy le i guess i'll be holdin it and dun hav the courage to try...omg...wad am i thinkin!well this tot jux came by...its not cause i waNna kiLL mYseLf...oHhh ive yet to enjoy so mani thingz in diS world...i wUn die sO eaSily de...at leAst muz plAy finiSh tried wad i waNNa try do wAd i wanNa do den die...liDAt den without regrets mah...
dotz...i duNno wAd am i sAyin...im v tired...
jUX siCk and tired of life...or shud i sae life wif exsistance of exaMz?
