the sudden feelin came to mi...im sadz...im feelin v terrible...i duNno why...mayb is the song of my blog...and im so caught up wif the things around mi...emotionally, mentally and physically... a sudden tort came to mi...my cough...so long le still haben recover...izit a sign of a terrible sickness?i duNno...jux had dis feelin...i doubt i'll live much longer...wad if tml i were to leave dis world? wad can i do? NUTTIN! shud i be happi...cuz i can escape my a lvls and to meet God in heaven...or sAd...cuz i'll hav to leave my parents and frens (currently no lover haha) hErez...
u noe...im confused...have i fallen in love? whu izit? i dunno...which one? *bluRz* but even so...does he hav feelinz for mi? are they real? how to prove? if its true...den there will be ppl whu will get hurt and that includes mi...hope dat itz jux mi whu is here thinkin too much den i dun hav to make decisions...so mani times love had failed...finalli when opportunities are given...i dun wanna take it...haha...funni ritez? im not in the mood to tok abt love...too complicated...still muz think so much...gRrr...single but unavailable haha...
every nite i hear u cry
dun u wanna tell mi why im afraid of wakin up without u...
