Saturday, July 24, 2004

i dun wanna noe...

"i dun want wanna noe...if u'r playin mi kip it on the low...Cause my heart can't take it anymore...And if your creepin...please don't let it show...Oh baby... I don't wanna know"

haiz wAdz happenin to my life?itz all screwed up...sianz...or shud i ask wad the heck happened to mi?itz not my usual self...wre am i?life is so sleepy dez daez...other den him my mind is alwaez sleep...i dun wanna escape frm reality but my mind is makin mi do it!haha...well seeMz like i muz plAce all my hopes on physics and study it well if not i'll be failing all my subjects le...fail chem and maths saturdae test cant fail physics as well... =( pw is v sianz...

im stressed...physicalli, mentally, and wadever -ly dat can be stressed...haha oH Lord sAve mi...shall i cut my hair short?juz like guy...hEex...ohh i got gold for napfa =)

hMmm i met pat todae...while was on the wae to deli to do pw...haha so mei now...haha...oh yah...dat dae i went to tok to ms lim...she asked mi why am i so stressed lidat...asked mi okie nots...well of cuz sae yah de lorx...not xi guan in pouring out my feeling to the teachers...but dunno why dis time i did so...guess ms seah oso noe bah...but not the details...hmm she told mi, up there were sayin mi and scott dun suit each other...and told mi lots abt love...haha and comfort mi alot...thx mS lim =) ...but one thingy i dun understand is why dun we suit?in wad area?i dun understand...am i realli so darn dumb to not realize things or wad?i duno lehz...even scott thinks dat we dun and i guess im the onli one whu think otherwise...mayb cuz i love him too much...muz realli let go...if not im the onli one sufferin...realli affects mi lotz...teachers sae the bubbly side of mi is gone...ms lim, ms ong and ms seah....haiz...got mah?onli when im alone bah...i still got crap and luff along wif everyone mahz...well mayb when time pass it will be bac to norm le haha...i love smiles...wre is cheery shuhui?

muz call myself shuhui again...if not i scared i will forget im shuhui haha...well...was readin bev's blog jux now...i realli agree dat why am i in jc in the 1st place...or shud i sae why do i wanna go?izzit merely cuz i cant afford to go overseaz?now i wanna study overseas...i wanna see the world...Singapore is so small, sad and tiny place...haha...doubt i wud ever hav that chance...i used to sae if scott was accepted into cjc instead we wudnt hav met...wud it be diff den?will we be brought together by fate den the whole story jux continues?u mean i cant escape from all this sadness?or mayb the person whu wud make all these happen whu be him?den there wun be an ending to all this lor... -_-" for now...i jux wanna realli accept the fact that we cud onli be frenz...can i do it?guess so...but not so fast ba...im silly yah?hMMm...he used to alwaez tell mi, " dun be silly..." did i realli become silly le or am i jux darn silly? "-_-




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